And the Insanity Begins . . .

Finals start . . . NOW!!!!!

It is like, the most insane thing!

You spend ALL semester studying, reading, prepping

for 1 test,

1 test that is your total grade for that class!!!

Talk about PRESSURE!!! 

I have been a little crazy lately!

I miss people,

 I have been spending every evening with my books.

At least my cats are great company!!!!

So, I am going to take some time to focus on things that make my heart smile :)

I dream of taking a trip to the UK passing after the bar exam!!!!!!

This is how I picture it: 

Green, Wet, Beautiful, Alone, Enchanting

I dream of traipsing about the English countryside

with Mr. Darcy or Heathcliffe 

I picture myself sitting 

in an Irish pub, 

watching the rain through the window

and feeling completely content.

( I did this all the time . . .

I thought they were racing!)

I am also looking forward to this summer! 

I have no clue what I am doing yet, 

but that is exciting!

I want a perfect, paid legal job  

I also want summer romance!!!!! 

THIS is Exactly What I am 

Dreaming of, Hoping for, Anticipating, Desiring . . 

Summer sunsets, building our own personal soundtrack, holding hands, picnics, wildflowers,

taking pictures, reading, discussing, debating,

 live music and dancing. 

EPIC.

Can it Happen?????

I am challenging myself, 

starting now, to be

 more open, vulnerable, and available.

Why does this scare me so much????

I think it is my greatest fear!

I am ready to see where curiosity can lead me . . .